Thursday, April 8, 2010

Something quiet incredible has happened to me in the past two weeks. I am leaving my current money-making job as a technical editor for the US Govt. I have been doing this for 6 years now and finally realized, about 2 months ago, when I in California, on the beach, one evening, that I had completed whatever it was I had to do in that world of government publications.I had learned how to edit, organize, and manage large, huge documents. Like a book.

My passion is writing and I have about 6 books' worth of manuscript, and poetry, that is loved, nurtured, kicked around, walked away from, feared, and hidden, that needed to finally see the light of day. So, the universe responded with a "pink slip" from Uncle Sam. More importantly, the universe heard my prayer. I am ready to hand these artistic endeavors over to all of you, now. Without fear of criticism from you, or judgement as you read about my experiences.

I am going to finish the book, about male energy shifts and the new paradigm arising soon.
We come to the end so many universal time systems in 2012. The beginning of the new age of wonder, if you will, begins in February 2013.

We need to understand the gifts men have given us and the sacrifices they have made through these 12,290 years of astrological settings, and understand that as women, we will need to be balanced and gentle, in order to keep mother earth from wobbling, should men and women continue to hurt, destroy, lie, kill, one another out of fear of loving and being loved.

Believe me, this was not my idea to write about this topic, it was my higher self's mission, since I was all geared to publish the book about shamans, healers, and mystics met on my travels around the globe.

However, when my mythic astrologer, Steve Nelson, interpreted my chart in September, the new ideas and substance of my life's work began spilling down from the stars. It is part of the alignment of what I am now and who I have become and believe me, the last topic I would ever think of writing about would be men. My experiences have been profound, with them, true, however I have not been in a relationship with one of you, male wonders, since 1995. OMG!

Laughing, I can only say that from what I have now come to understand, from the painful and incredible men in my past, including men, who I wished had been boyfriends (the dreams of men), I guess I learned something through them all.

On New Year's Day this year, I headed off to Kauai to meet with a kahuna, to give me some direction on this topic. Amazingly, she said I could do it, since I had the universal understanding which is needed to compassionately discuss and reveal the information needed by men and women, in order to heal the wounds, of the past, and not repeat errors in the future. The heart of the earth is dependent on our hearts. Love can no longer be toyed with physically or spiritually. The life of all creatures, and the planet, and the universe now requires honor and right action and lots of love.

So, today is my penultimate day at work, and I will miss some of the kind souls I spent time with over the 6 years. However, I am very excited about sitting down at this desk, a few hours after my last drive out the Ft. Lewis Gate, with one mission: to complete the manuscript and mail it out by August 3, 2010. Say a prayer for me, as I do all of you, every morning, that I am guided by heart, mind and soul in writing a book which may help men and women not fear, not run, not hurt, and understand the great gift we all are to one another. And maybe through it all, I will be become a woman who will love a man as deeply, as respectfully, as he does a woman.